Wussy!!!

Yesterday was steves birthday! what was wierd is that i waoke up and did everything i had to and been very patient for about 4 hours. Then anja and caroline came over! i had tons of energy and i jumped on the bed will listening to music! Anja seemed in this im tired and bitchy kinda mood so i dint bother her much. But caroline was ina i want to make love to you mood so i danced with her and played around with her. My aunt was excited because we had found a picture of phil. Like most of our family she has wiccan blood in her. she took my hair, her hair, and (i had been saving) kyes hair and took the pictures burn the hair and some of the pictures( about that time is when steve showed up) and duck taped them in to a pretty litle ball of evil. She told me to burry it, I burried it where i had cut my foot open on the cro-bar. I was all over steve and he was all over me. We wher making out on the bed, the floor, near the sink, on the chair, in the bathroom ( wich is the very first place we kissed long story**) and at that point every one had to use the bathroom and we had to transport to my little cousins room! We made out naer the the sink, in the corner, all over the middle of the room, and finally on a little table thing i was sitting on and he was sanding next too. Then the last kiss we had in the room my hands were down on the table and he was doing all the kissing and it reminded e of phill: I remeber one night he had to go to a resturant that we where piking up food in the parking lot he picked me up sorta and put me on his lap and made out with me! MY HANDS WERE AT MY SIDES AND HE WAS DING ALL THE KISSING! i stoped kissing steve and said " oh my god, that scared me half to death' he was surprised he thought it was a sound out side or somthing and i saID" NO NOT THAT" he was very confussed> i ran and made anja and caroline hear that i had thought steve was phil. I have never done this. i never thought of phil, and it wasn't like i can't think about hi it that i don't!Anja told steve and steve had comfroted me and said something i'll never forget" i wasn't your fault if you freak oout over a little kiss" then i thought i was really messed up becuse i remeber me smiling when phil kissed me!
Me and steve kept making out in the bathroom SO much for aleah's room(my cousins). We would listen to music and some how we ende up down staris making out on the couch THEN all of the sudden i drag him into my room> some people that shouldn't hear what we did! but in the middle of somehting nasty: anja and Zach (here boyfriend) came in the room and we freaked out until we saw them. The were all " you guys suck". WE wnet out and zAach said something about he hot tub and me and anja go check it and we some how we ended up in the hot tub. I was waering(ihave no clue how to spell it!) my shirt with out a bra and my underwear and anja was wearing her bra and her underwear( her was better then mine). Steve says im hot when im wet but now me and anja were making out. Zach and Steve got mad at that and personally i think there gay! but steve enjoyed it for a while. OOOOOOOOOOOFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. Me and anja had fun and i waqas rejoicing because we haden't done anyhting close to this after school started and Zach got back. Zach doesnt like me doing things with anja.
We watched movies and anja and zach did the freaky thing next to us and then when the y left to go to zachs house me and steve did the nasty thing while watching moulin rouge. I SWEAR IT WAS THE BEST I EVER HAD! i love the fact that when it was over steves hair was a big black poof ball of sweat.. And we was going to walk out of the room like that!! HA HA........... He eventually went home and i evantually went to sleep! that was my day!